Oh, did I tell you? I ran 3.5km yesterday! :D So proud of myself ! After so many months, I finally started exercising! Gonna gym with Karen tomorrow.More like forced to gym with her. You stupid nehneh. Haha! Dance tomorrow too. Argh, I have to bring lotsa things. Bag's gonna be heavy heavy ):

Im sorry for making you worry
Its just something about myself that I need to change
And some things about myself that I cant change.

Nah, this isnt another emo post.

Please dont worry 'bout me, I'll be fine.
Bu Yao Shiang Tai Duo. ^^
PICK IT UP MAN! 

Week 1 is pretty erm....

Monday
Awesome! No school! Pig has a day off too! :D Caught 500 Days of Summer. Pretty alright show. 3/5? Kinda cute I guess. Reminds me about alot of things HAHA. I shall seal my lips. After the movie went to some bookstore and I got some pretty notebooks! :D Chilled at Mt Faber later. KFC for dinner, fattening. ):

Tuesday
First day of school was sucha dread. For some reason, though Im enthu about school, I couldnt concentrate during lectures. I was either sleeping or talking. Haha. Headed down to Adam & Island Creamery with Jaslin during our 3 hour break. Jaslin got a new netbook and Im sooooo tempted to get one too! Gosh! Slacked with SU people and then off to work!

Wednesday
Lecture (sleeping) : 9am-1030am. What more can I say? Chiong to town for shopping!! With Alia. :D Bought ALOT of things and sorry for making you walk alot too! :( Slacked in Alia's internship office. The office does interior designing. Super cool man. I was totally awed by the design of the place to the catalog. Bus-ed back to school for dance.

Thursday
I was suppose to wake up early to gym. Overslept, congrats Weiling, you're sucha lazy shit pig ): Kinda angry with myself. I guess Marcus was right haha. I&E was slack. But the darn teacher insisted on groups of 4. Knn. ): Slacked with SU people again. (Y) Then work!

Friday
Came to school early to repair my laptop, stoned in canteen 4 with Marcus, Cheryl & Lewis while waiting for lecture to start. I was slightly more awake for this lecture. But K.O during HRM lecture. HAHA. Too tired liao. Went to the new studio 27 and watched the SU guys play some xbox racing car game. Haha super funny! I was freezing and having a stupid headache while I was trying to do my report. Meet Pig for a while and off he goes for his daddy's birthday. Nana and other MIA people have finally appeared! I miss Nana ttm! :D I miss talking to her. 'Cos I feel so me when I talk to her. Haha. Well, maybe except for the vulgarities. Supper-ed with Gab,Alexis,Sheryl,Alvin,Shawnald & Nana. It feels good to be like this again, for a while. Just chilling out and all. ^^ I like.

Why do I have sucha fucked up Dad? Why do you have to make my day so ugly? Why do you always have to find fault with everything and everyone just to satisfy your daily dose of pride and venting of anger?

Recently, I dont know why I've lost motivation in so many things. I feel like Im just living on a daily basis. I have no plans, no goals. Not having the determination and desire to achieve what I want. I feel plain dead, and boring. WEILING WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!

I know, I suck at adapting to changes. Too many changes to adapt to.. I hate it when people change, for the worse & there's nothing you can do. They change to be in the more popular group. They change 'cos you're not  good enough. Sometimes, I wonder if the same thing is happening to me as well. Argh. I know I shouldnt be bothered about friends and all that crap, I know its dumb being bothered by sucha small, immature issue but sorry , Im just a damn fucking sensitive kid. Just laugh at me arite.

If everything seems fine for you, then thats your life.
If everything seems fine to you, take another look.

Im not an object, Im human.

Enough of hurt.
Enough of confusion.
Enough of drama.
Enough of all these shit.

Im tired.

Words are just words, til you mean what you say.

I could go back to every laugh, but I dont wanna go there anymore

Work at 12. I need to wake up at 10. And its 2 now! ): Im super hungry nowzzz. Had only 5hours of sleep, last night. ):

And oh attachment ended on Friday!! :D I had alot of fun that night! :D Initial plan was to follow Janet and her friends to Powerhouse. & I pang seh-ed them last minute ): I feel so bad. I joined Kdan,BRAm,Shuyu,Daphne,Grace,Andy and June at Phuture. Made new friends :D Funnaye bunch of people :) Ended up with a headache so had to cab straight home :(

I CANT SLEEP I CANT SLEEP!!

& I cant wait for Monday! Gonna be out the whole day with SmellyPig :D

Well done, Weiling just got shot at ): Bad day. But Swimming + Chips + Smelly Pig cheered me up! :) 4 more days Weiling!  Just Tahan :)
4more days and shopping and partying with friends & girlfriends & many more! :) Awesome. Look forward :D Omg, I get overly excited when I think of shopping HAHA!

Freak Im so tired. & many thoughts are sinking into my mind now. =/
goodnight.

TGIF AGAIN! :D Shucks , now Im like lazy to blog ): Hmm, well, its a long weekend!! So say hoary! :D

Shit happened.So pissed. I didnt get to go for dance classes. ( Ps: I havent been dancing for 5days, am having withdrawal symptoms) But I've cooled down, so I dont really wanna rant it out all here. Closure @ 12am mommy says. Haha. (: Maybe all these shit are just planned to make me stronger. Tomorrow's saturday! I miss my girls :D Missed church for 2 consecutive weeks! Argh! ):

I gotta get you out of my head.
& do what I gotta do
Goodbye my almost lover

Internship week2 end! YES!

Yes. Finally I get a chance to sit down,relax and update. (: This week has been a hectic one. 5-6hours of sleeping everyday. The rest of the time is spent working and dancing. & yes, not only my eye bags has become worse but dark circles have appeared and thats unacceptable. ): Sleep over at Karen's on Friday night was awesome :D but waking up on Saturday wasnt. LOL. An objective hit, performed at the Semi finals. But I felt it was a total screw up 'cos I lost my balance. Somehow I still cant totally forgive myself ): Results, we didnt get into the grand finals but yeah its alright, like JJ said we're champs of ourselves. To me what matters most was what we went through to get to where we are now. Man, then I started to tear during group talk. Argh.. embarrassing ): 

Went out with CSC this evening for Popeyes ^^ Now my tummy is totally bloated which is good so that I'd stop snacking :D

Class starts next week & I'd only be able to attend friday's. Hoho, work again tomorrow. Im so fortunate to have a boss that allows me to fb and msn :D So that I can talk with Ryan, Sean, Marcus and Alia. LOL. They're like my talking buddies during work. Because work's boring x( I NEED TO SHOP.