Okay , the reason why Im still awake til now is because I had a 3hour nap from 7-10. Awesome. Its been a long time since I took such luxurious naps :D Wah, tell you I feel sooooo stupid. ECD was supposed to be due on monday 5pm. I thought it was monday 2359. Only at 1pm, only on monday, I realised that it was due at 5pm. & the report was still incomplete.Siao liao, go canteen 2 chiong. haha! After that- pool and chilling at a cafe. Today, I thought there was 9am FMGT lecutre. Reached at 930, lecture hall empty! WAHHHHHHH. Weiling you damn power , go bang your head on the wall okay. Stoned @ 27 w/ marcus, qaiser & bruno. Had tutorial @ 11 and headed to pizza hut for lunch w/ jaslin :)  Tmr's ECD presentation!


Sunflowers are <3 Something that brightened my blue blue monday :D
Smile more, Weiling.
Its gonna be good, Its gonna be awesome!
I shall stop hoping on things that are not meant to happen. :)


Im afraid we'd drift away
So if I interrupt anything, I promise I wont call you again

Its such a happy thing that you've friends to back you up and support you
It shows that you wont be needing me anymore
Im happy because you found the ppl who would support you all the way
Im sad because.....i dont know.

I shall let go. (:



isitllmissyou

You said you want to know whats going on, on my mind.
I didnt really open to you because I was uncertain
Seeing how eager you cared, I blog, I talked
But I was just hurt by you again & again.
Was it my fault that I opened my heart to you?

I should be the one asking, what do you want me to do?

You're not only pushing me way beyond my limits, you're driving me to a corner.
Where I cant go further.

I dont understand you, cos you're always contradicting in the things you say.
It makes me insecure because I dont know what you want

I guess I had enough.
I got to move on now.
Sorry, I tried to fixed you
But I know I cant.

"Before The Worst"

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then well rise above it, well rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use to

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

One project due in an hour and another project due tomorrow.
Went out and enjoyed myself to the max for the past 4 days.
& now im at home, STRESSING.
Nevermind, things will go well! :D
& the past 4 days have been awesome!
My awesome 19th :):) with awesome friends :D
People that gave me strength to persevere, keep my head up and smile. 
I <3 ni men :D

ECD ECD CHIONG CHIONG :D



Yes, things will never be the same again.
Its up to you whether you wanna cherish every opportunity thats left to make it up to me
I really hope you'd mean what you say this time. 

This time is different, I dont even feel the distance.
Im not missing you

I dont hate you, I hate the fact that you put your pride over basic respect for a human being. Tell me, which girl would tolerate this shit, which girl would even gather the strength,dignity she has left to face you and talk to you moments after the incident happen.

If I was the 3rd party, I'd be wondering why this girl is so f-ing dumb and she must be like dog, being so nice just to keep you cos she has got no one else.

LIKE HELL TO THE NO.

Theoretically speaking, I dont need you. I dont deserve this treatment. & I should do something, to get back at you at all cost

BUT HELL TO THE NO

I dont wanna be other you, who get even with people just to make themselves feel better.

Talking about fairness,I was just wondering, if we were to swap places, I bet you'd make full use of your "rights" to slam me deep deep down, humiliate me, vent all your anger and able to walk away with it. Just like how you did a month ago.

Ha, why didnt I , when I had the right to? dumb girl

Im mean, I can be evil
I could do many things to get back at you
But I told myself, No.

Yeah, Im still able to face you.
But my heart hasnt.
Im just afraid it might take close to forever.


It hurts to be taken advantage of.
Somehow I cant swallow this forgiveness pill down this time
Because you didnt deserve it all the time.

I have no mood to study ECD. Man, tuesday 30%. Im done for ): FML x100

I realised 2 important things today:

1. Being Happy Begins with Me
I can think as far and as deep as I want to, but would I do me good? Will it make me doubt the other? Will it make me unhappy? I realised that it is all up to me whether I should think of such situations that may happen and lead to future destruction. I guess I wanna make do with what I have now. Make the best out of what I have. Treasure the time with who Im with. And stop letting these thought rob my time. Take things slow, Dont try too hard to make things work your way. Give in, in all ways possible. Love doesnt have to be like a battlefield. Because at the end of the day, Im not looking for someone to put the blame on but someone who is willing to make things right, no matter what. I know these thoughts would stumble me again, soon in the future. But I am willing to make more effort to put these aside.

Thanks for the hand made gift for me (: I know its something from your heart, your hardwork <3
Thanks for a great dinner and talking session (Y)


2. Some Friends are just fucked up, seriously
I know im like being a little petty here, but yeah. I just dont like their nasty comments on some stupid photo. _|_ you all, byebye.



NG WEILING PLEASE STUDY ECD ): * SLAPS HERSELF*

Had Flashmob training today. Came to school early to learn the steps.Stress man! Thanks freshies for helping me out! :D Ate @ KFC with Siti. Sinfullll. All the fats. Well, I was at the shell bus stop and suddenly it brought me back to THAT time, one of the best moments of 2009 haha. But I was thinking, if i waited there, would he somehow come and surprise me? But I thought, nah, thats like impossible because.. yeah. I shall stop expecting too much. Putting my hopes too high would just hurt me more. Caught in the middle, its fine yet wrong to expect from you, sigh just don't know what to do. HECK CARE only :D Argh, my flu just wont go away!

Such a beautiful song :3
It'd be damn romantic if someone actually sing that anyone. Awwww.
Someone sing this song to me on Vday ok! Girl or Guy also can HAHA  :D *Hint Hint*

"Breathless"

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life